MOTHER TERESA AND SELLING A DREAM ???

MOTHER TERESA AND SELLING A DREAM ??? I WAS / AM / AND WILL REMAIN A POSSIBILITY THINKER !. A BIT JADED AND ROUGH AROUND THE EDGES OF MY MIND .. FOR I FOUGHT A STUPID BATTLE WITH STUPIDITY ??? WHO AM I TALKING ABOUT ... THE DEVIL ... A FLIPPED GOD ... BUT OF COURSE. AND FOR HOW MANY YEARS DID I DO THAT .. I AM SO ASHAMED TO HAVE BEEN TAKEN TO SOME MYTHICAL CLEANERS THAT I CAUGHT THE DEVIL BY ITS TAIL AND SAID .. THIS TIME THE TABLES ARE TURNED ... I AM SO NOT AFRAID OF YOU THAT I AM GOING TO HOLD ONTO YOU AND BEAT THE DAYLIGHTS OUT OF YOU EVERY TIME YOU SHOW UP IN MY MIND AS A SUB-CONSCIOUS THOUGHT .. SOMETHING I ACCEPT IS JUST SO STUPID THAT IT MAKES A MOCKERY OF ALL HUMANS LIVING ON THIS EARTH ... AND THAT TOO .. THE MOST UNKINDEST CUT FOR YOU MY DEAR IS TO KNOW THAT THE SUB-CONSCIOUS CAN NEVER BE GOD .. FOR WHEN YOU ARE THE LIVING GOD .. WHY IN HELL ARE YOU PUSHING IT OUT OF YOUR MIND ... INTO YOUR SUB-CONSCIOUS .. ETC ETC ETC. IT THAT IS NOT DUMB .. THEN PRAY TELL ME WHAT IS ???? I HAVE HAD THE FORTUNE OR MISFORTUNE ... I CAN'T DECIDE WHICH, OF HAVING MET THE LADY ON A FEW OCCASIONS. IF THERE WAS A WORD TO EXPRESS HER .. I WOULD HAVE IDENTIFIED HER WITH THE WORD .. SAD. SAD ... AND IT CUTS A SORRY PICTURE OF A WOMAN PUSHED BY CIRCUMSTANCE INTO DOING WORK THAT MOST IN THE WORLD WOULD HESITATE 10 TIMES BEFORE ATTEMPTING TO DO. SUPPOSE YOU TOLD ME WHEN I WAS YOUNG THAT I HAD THE POTENTIAL TO BE A FUTURE SAINT AND I WOULD HAVE TO DO THIS THIS OR THIS TYPE OF WORK ... I WOULD LOOK AT YOU AND WONDER IF YOU WERE A STARK RAVING MAD KIND OF CREATURE. I HAVE A QUOTE BY MOTHER TERESA ON MY WEBSITE http://www.mastermindbyrodalangrana.com WHICH STATES .. IN THE ULTIMATE ANALYSIS EVERYTHING IS BETWEEN YOU AND GOD ... AND I WAS SHOCKED .. SHOCKED TO THE VERY CORE OF MY BEING BY THOSE WORDS. FOR IF THERE IS ANYTHING WE ARE .. WE ARE MERELY SPIRITS AND AS LIVING BEINGS OF LIGHT HAVE THE POTENTIAL TO BE EITHER A GOD OR A DEVIL THROUGH THE CHOICES WE MAKE IN OUR MIND. I COMMUNICATED WITH MY HIGHER SELF AND THERE WAS WISDOM / A PEACE / A CALM / MY BREATH AS STEADY AS A ROCK. IT WAS TRUE COMMUNION AND TO PUT IT BLUNTLY IT WAS NO HIGHER SELF ... ( TO PUT IT MORE BLUNTLY IT WAS MERELY ME .. MY MIND PLAYING DIFFERENT ROLES AS PER THE THOUGHTS I THOUGHT ... ISN'T THAT WHAT CREATION IS ALL ABOUT ???????????????????????????????????????????????????? I GUESS MY TIME HAD COME TO SEE MY FAME IN THE WORLD AND I WENT HIGHER AND HIGHER AS ROADBLOCKS WERE PUT IN MY WAY ... TO DEMYSTIFY OUR OWN SELVES. THE STORIES ARE THERE TO CONFUSE YOU INTO JUST WHO YOU ARE AHHH BUT THE TRUTHS OF GOD ... THEY ARE STEADFAST TO THE ONE WHO WILL KNOCK ASIDE ALL STUPIDITY TO OBFUSCATE YOU AND THEN YOU SEE THEY ARE PETTY SPIRITS OF HATE, JEALOUSY AND ANGER WHOSE ONLY TRUE PURPOSE IS TO MAKE YOU HANG YOUR HEAD IN SHAME ........................ BUT IF YOU WERE TO ANALYSE THOSE THOUGHTS ... YOU WOULD FIND YOURSELF AS WELL NIGH PERFECT. PERFECT AND SHAME IN THE SAME SENTENCE ???????????????????? YES AN IDEA THAT TRIES TO SHAME YOU TO DOING MORE AND MORE WORK IS PREVENTING YOU FROM SEEING YOUR TRUTH AS PERFECT. WE HAVE A BUILT IN ANTENNA TO HELP US STOP HURTING OURSELVES. THE WORLD COVERED UP THE IDEA OF MOTHER TERESA INTO A SAINTHOOD ... SHE WAS TRAPPED INTO THE WORK ... BY SOME WHO WANTED TO FEEL GOOD BY DONATING BIG MONEY TO HER CAUSE. IN THE ULTIMATE ANALYSIS YOU WILL NEVER BE JUDGED ... BY ANOTHER ... MORE THAN THE DEVIL THAT SITS IN YOUR HEAD JUDGING YOU !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AND IT IS CAPABLE OF HARMING YOU THROUGH IT TURNING INTO A FORCE .. A NEGATIVE ONE FOR YOUR LIFE ... AND IF YOU DO NOT OWN THE RIGHT TOOLS OF HOW TO HOLD ON TO YOUR GOOD MIND / FIGHT TO RETAIN .. YES RETAIN .. NOT RETRAIN .. AS MOST KNOWLEDGE WILL WANT TO SHOW THE WAY THROUGH. BUT IF YOU ARE PREPARED .. IT IS A FOREWARNING ... NOT TO ALLOW YOURSELF TO BECOME BEDRAGGLED / SHAVEN AND SHORN / TAKEN AND TORN / OH MAN .. I JUST DON'T WANT TO EVEN UTTER THE WORDS FOR FEAR OF WAKING UP MORE SLEEPING DEVILS. THAT THEY PERPETRATE THEMSELVES THROUGH THE SUB-CONSCIOUS IS SUCH A LESSON FOR EVERY MAN AND WOMAN TO QUAKE IN FEAR OVER. ALL YOUR ILLNESSES ARE THE DEVIL CONTROLLING YOU ... SO LET US UNCOVER THE DEVIL ... JUST WHO IS THIS MYTHICAL CREATURE .... IT IS IGNORANCE. WHAT DID YOU THINK THE DEVIL WAS ... A MAN WITH 2 LITTLE HORNS ... OH BUT THEY FOOLED YOU AND YOU LET THEM !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NOW DON'T LET THEM. BUY MY MasterMind .... THAT IS AN ORDER YOU WILL OBEY ... WHY ... EVERYTHING GODLY OPENS UP TO YOU FROM THE WORDS IN THE BOOK. DO YOU HAVE A CHOICE ... AS FAR AS I CAN SEE ... NO !! I DID NOT SELL MY SOUL TO THE DEVIL ... I FOUGHT AND FOUGHT AND EVEN AS I WRITE THIS .. IT IS ATTACKING MY BREATH .. BUT THEN WHY AM I NOT SCARED FOR MY LIFE ????????????????? I RE-ORDERED MY LIFE ... I LAID THE RULES FOR THE DEVIL ... THUS FAR AND NO MORE ... I AM REFERRING TO THE DOOR OF MY MIND ... THE DEVIL IS ANY HUMAN WITH A TAIL ... A HUMAN DOG IS A LOYAL FOLLOWER .. OF CHARLES DARWIN PERHAPS ... THE FATHER WHO EVOLVED YOU INTO AN ANIMAL .. A DESCENDANT OF AN ANIMAL MIND ... A MONKEY IS DUMB .. FULL STOP. YOU TRULY ARE A SAD STORY INDEED. HOW DOES THE PAST MATTER SO MUCH ... YOU REALLY WANT TO BE AN AUTHORITY ON SOMETHING ... WORK WITH GOODNESS ... NEVER LET YOURSELF BE TALKED OUT OF IT ... FOR YOUR MIND WILL TRY ITS DARNDEST TO TOPPLE YOU. BE ANGRY ... I CUSSED AND SCREAMED FOR A WHILE AND EVEN BANGED A FEW UTENSILS IN ANGER AND THE ANIMAL SOUNDS OF THE DEVIL STOPPED. NOW GO AND CLEAN YOURSELF UP ... ERR .. I MEAN YOUR MIND ... FOR YOU CUT A SORRY FIGURE. WE NEED TO BE UNITED AS GODS .. GET USED TO CALLING YOURSELF SO ... IT WILL BRING YOU SO MANY JOYS ASSOCIATED WITH THE WORD THAT EVERYTHING ELSE PALES IN COMPARISON... THE LAW OF ATTRACTION HAS MANY TEACHERS WRITING ON THE SUBJECT AND MOST GET ONE ASPECT OF IT RIGHT ... THE MONEY ANGLE ... OR THEY WILL NEVER EVER HAVE ANY FOLLOWERS OR THEIR ABILITY TO EARN MONEY INSTANTLY. I HAD NO CHOICE BEING THE KIND OF PERSON I AM ... ALWAYS THE BESTEST AT WHAT I CHOOSE TO DO ... NO MOUNTAIN WAS TOO HIGH TO CLIMB / NO SORROW TOO LOW TO PLUMB ... I HIT ROCK BOTTOM FOR EVER THE LONGEST TIME POSSIBLE AND ALL IT DID WAS MAKE ME WANT TO FIGHT MORE ... FOR .. FOR THE LIFE OF ME I COULD NOT FATHOM JUST WHY I WAS NOT ABLE TO BRING DOWN MY MIRACLE INTO THE WORLD. MOST PEOPLE SELL A DREAM OF POSSIBILITIES .. I TOLD NO LIES .. I CHANGED MYSELF PHYSICALLY INTO THE KIND OF PERSON I WANTED TO EXPERIENCE MYSELF AS ... ALL THE PERFECTIONS MY BOLDNESS MADE ME WANT FOR MYSELF. I OWN THE BIGGEST FATTEST EGO IN THE WORLD AND WILL NEVER CRITICIZE YOU IF YOU WANT ONE BIGGER THAN MINE. I'D SAY .. WAY TO GO LADY/MAN ... LET YOUR JOURNEY BE WITH YOUR OWN EGO GETTING BIGGER AND FATTER. LOVE IS THAT IN THE END ... A LEARNING TO LOVE THE SELF SO MUCH THAT NOTHING CAN EVER TOUCH YOU OR HURT YOU EVER AGAIN. FOR WHEN I AM 10 STEPS AHEAD OF YOU ... THE ONLY COMPETITION YOU WILL EVER HAVE ... IS ME ... THE GURU ... AND GUESS WHAT ... I NOW TELL MYSELF ... I HAVE TOUCHED THE SOURCE OF ALL GOODNESS